having to wait for something means having to have patience.
i have been told that i have a ton of patience. but, i find that really hard to believe.
right now i am waiting on people. at this very moment, i can’t move forward without these people and i hate having to rely on someone like that. i don’t feel stuck, just unable to take that step forward. and i know that, by definition is, being stuck, but i am not stuck.
maybe it’s more fear than anything else… but that’s where i am at.