i used to get upset when i had created all these expectations in head and heart about other people and then they all would come crashing down. what sucks is when i have these expectations, and they could be about anything, and they all come crashing down, like a building being imploded, it all comes crashing down on it self.

unfortunately i have no idea how to go about life without forming expectations in one way or another while being involved in relationships with people. i am not willing to forgo relationships, in fact there will always be a part of me that will maintain a happily-ever-after-idealism about relationships, but i hate putting myself out there and then getting stomped on.


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